Decision
Went to Kendo training just now. It was an hour long compare to usual 2 hours because we're training at Clementi Japanese School, and other Kendo club needs to use the same venue at 7.30 pm. MPSH was used as an exam hall so we can't use it. I'm feeling a bit down now, worrying if I've made the right choice...
When I alight at the bus stop nearest to the Clementi, the sky suddenly rained heavly. Luckly I had my umbrella and a rain coat in my bag. For a moment there I was in doubt wheter I should go for training. It'll be a long walk and the rain is pretty heavy.
I choosed to continue walk on.
I was amazed. My decision was strong and independent. Despite the fact that I might be training alone, I continued to walk on. The rain was heavy that time, but the fire was still burning.
Not much people attend the training. The training was short but intense enough to make me sweat a lot. I found out I lost all my confidence when fighthing against the senior but not of my batch. When the training ended, I was torn between wheter I should follow them to have supper or go back to PGP. I thought I will be quiet through out the whole supper, I might as well go back to PGP and get interviewed by my friend for his assignment.
Thanks to Daneil, one of my Kendokai member, he fetched me back to NUS and saved me from walking a long way back.
However, I asked him to drop me at Central Library and I took a bus back to PGP. I ended up walking alone to have my supper in PGP canteen. But I was pretty emotionless through out the day. I sat right at the back of the lecture theater even though I reached there earlier than usual.
I'm thinking now wheter I should kept this blog secret from everyone I know. Since I'm start to treat it as my personal diary, I'm starting to pour my emotion all over it. But I was lazy to write blog and hardcopy diary. Haha. Sianz.
P.S. My sister got herself 5 As in SPM! Haha, congratulation to her lah. And congratulation to Vana for her SPM result too. Wish you girls will do what's best for you!
When I alight at the bus stop nearest to the Clementi, the sky suddenly rained heavly. Luckly I had my umbrella and a rain coat in my bag. For a moment there I was in doubt wheter I should go for training. It'll be a long walk and the rain is pretty heavy.
I choosed to continue walk on.
I was amazed. My decision was strong and independent. Despite the fact that I might be training alone, I continued to walk on. The rain was heavy that time, but the fire was still burning.
Not much people attend the training. The training was short but intense enough to make me sweat a lot. I found out I lost all my confidence when fighthing against the senior but not of my batch. When the training ended, I was torn between wheter I should follow them to have supper or go back to PGP. I thought I will be quiet through out the whole supper, I might as well go back to PGP and get interviewed by my friend for his assignment.
Thanks to Daneil, one of my Kendokai member, he fetched me back to NUS and saved me from walking a long way back.
However, I asked him to drop me at Central Library and I took a bus back to PGP. I ended up walking alone to have my supper in PGP canteen. But I was pretty emotionless through out the day. I sat right at the back of the lecture theater even though I reached there earlier than usual.
I'm thinking now wheter I should kept this blog secret from everyone I know. Since I'm start to treat it as my personal diary, I'm starting to pour my emotion all over it. But I was lazy to write blog and hardcopy diary. Haha. Sianz.
P.S. My sister got herself 5 As in SPM! Haha, congratulation to her lah. And congratulation to Vana for her SPM result too. Wish you girls will do what's best for you!
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